August 31, 2014

Can it be?

He’s more than my ego thinks he is...
He doesn’t show it, it’s not on public display.

Only the anointed can see past appearances of the surface reality.

The ego doesn’t want to recognize him, it wants to reject him, "keeping the space available for the One".

I must respect the ego, without falling into its traps... it wants to turn them all away, to leave me alone and stranded, searching and doubting, holding on to it as an ancient need.

August 3, 2014

Being willing to “lose”

This is even stranger than you thought. It always is, isn’t it?

And that's when it becomes clearer… because "strange" always changes something in the matrix of your perception. 

You are feeling and getting sentimental with a lot that seems to be going on within you and around you. By now, this is perfectly clear to you, as it is happening (not afterwards). 

“Getting sentimental,” means that you lose your discretion ability. That’s what happens! It’s that you start becoming too attached. And attachment narrows perception; has you “swimming in feelings, sensations and la-la land”, losing sight of the wider picture. 

July 28, 2014

The Center of Information

…And then I go on the internet and read on precisely that which I had been thinking about, as if the information is magically tied to me. But it is!

It happens all the time! I think about something and it suddenly appears in front of me. Either someone is telling me about it or I "fall on it" while surfing the net... or something even more profound, like my 7 year old daughter telling me a dream she just had, based on the exact same concepts I was thinking about a little while before.

Information doesn’t exist “out there”, regardless of you. It exists because of you. If no one paid attention to it, it would instantly disappear. And if people attached different thoughts and emotions to it, it would transform.

July 20, 2014

Innocence replaces blame

But oh, how we love fairy tales! We think/wish that we can automatically change anything by turning our focus on that which we want/wish for.

Believing the New Age mentality we are led to assume that “all we have to do” is focus on what we want, who we want to be and automatically, everything will change, our perspective will have shifted and we will be “born anew”.

If you followed these sentimental, advertising testimonials through time, you would discover to your (negative) amazement, that 9/10 they are not true; just stand-up expressions of wishful thinking and temporary excitement. Life doesn’t work that way! But we continue to hope and believe that it does. Hope and belief has us "running after rainbows" that would magically change our reality in an instant, when in reality, we fear of realizing our hidden truth.

July 2, 2014

From a different perspective

For some reason, and out of seeming “nowhere”, I’ve ended up researching “fractals” this morning; a word I’ve never even heard of, as I am not too familiar with mathematical terms.

I can remember exactly how I go there: from where I began (the initial site, article and words that caught my attention), what followed and exactly what steps I used to get there; to eventually reach that "something" that highly interested me for many reasons. The more I researched, the more I discovered that I already knew (from a totally different viewpoint, using completely different words, terms and images), but at the same time... there was still so much to learn and uncover!

Yet all this linear remembering DOES NOT matter. It just shows me a few undeniable truths:

July 1, 2014

You could (and should) doubt everything

The moment that you realize that you need to continuously doubt everything that you know – and I mean EVERYTHING – is a terrifying and at the same time THE most liberating moment of your entire life because after this, you start living!

I could state everything that I know entirely differently. I could expand on it and subtract from it, without being “wrong”. This is our polymorphic, paradox reality, deriving from our multidimensional selves that we are here to explore. Remaining attached to one-sided, limited, dense identities, keeps the laws of creation and destruction, unity and separation hidden and horribly deformed. 

We create and destruct whole worlds constantly, not realizing that we are doing it, each moment of every day. The whole purpose before we go any “higher”; to other planes of existence, is to learn to do it simultaneously, by integrating the opposites and stop categorizing, judging, which creates polarities.

June 24, 2014

Time travelers

Dreams within dreams within dreams!

In the dream you cannot manipulate “reality”, where you still need to face and fight with outer influences, which are projections (but very real), as well as face your inner demons. Inside these dreams you hurt, you die, you feel all the emotions, linear time exists. It’s only when you wake up from the specific dream that you realize that you are still alive and well and time takes on a new meaning.

And then, you realize that you still within a dream…

June 18, 2014

You don't have to... but you do!

You have to keep moving.

You have to dare risking.

You have to be prepared to fall and to hurt.

You have to focus of your immediate next step, which you pick out of the endless possibilities before you.

You have to be willing to endure, to let go, to devote yourself consciously.

You have to always desire to unlearn and relearn.

You have to be courageous to contract.

You have to be prepared to expand. You have to be centered and flexible at the same time.

June 14, 2014

Nothing to decide

We think that we decide and we really do have many decisions to make in a single day, let alone a lifetime. Yet every statement is true on the level of perception and nowhere else. That being said, this article is focusing on a more widened, peripheral vision or whatever else you like to call the expanded view/mind.

We make our decisions long before even the problem of choice arises in our linear lives. Yet we don’t know this. Basically, we make our choices long before we reach “here”, on another "level" of beingness. Then, we try to make sense of those decisions, thinking we are making choices, which we truly  understand. It sounds paradoxically funny, and yet that’s how most of us spend our energy during our short lifetimes.

June 11, 2014


Sometimes I think that I am the only one with “brains” for miles around. And then, there are also times when I think that I must have lost my mind, somewhere down the line. In either case, it’s never lonely “in here” because precisely due to the above, I am free to allow my mind to wonder and explore within and without, beyond matrices or piercing them deeply and also to remain totally empty and still.

And yet, I continue…

Sometimes, knowing nothing and something discovering or uncovering something. As weird as it may seem, I think that this is one of the characteristics that make me a teacher, a guide, a co-creator or however else one wishes to name it. I wouldn’t have it any other way from my own teachers either.